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And somehow it’s now a habit to say ‘oh well’
The words that I was told back then suddenly come into my mind
“I don’t have any expectations from you anymore.”
Well I guess that these days I don’t expect much from myself but please,
For what reason did you need to tell me that?

There’s some words, important, that I could almost say out loud
But what came out of my mouth was nothing more than lies
Always wasting words like these, precious words of mind I lose,
and I go on and live my life like this; it still goes on —

Why is silence always hiding what you’re feeling?
Is mocking laughter in their voices what you’re seeing?
So, you want to be alone, is that you’re meaning?
Say, is that what you want?
And now, see me drowning in confusion
It hurts so very much, I’m barely even breathing here
What I’d give just to hear someone else’s voice
Really I am so weak

While I try to get ready to fully face the day
In my sleepy mind, these thoughts begin to form;
“Maybe I should just make up excuses and stay home.”
Oh come on, I know it’s not right no
I just thought to say it aloud, that’s all it is I swear.
I know, I do, so please don’t be mad at me

Regardless whether you are happy or the opposite
the sun will rise over you and equally as cruel
I am at my limit just living life each passing day
And you want more, but what are you still expecting from me?